I’m not saying being me is good..

I’m not saying living in my life is splendid..

But, what I’m gonna say is just have a taste a little bit of my life and tell me how it really is..

Hear my story..

Spill if you want and swallow if you like..

Shaff-story..is a tale..a taste of me~shaff

Sunday, April 21, 2013

Random memoires#2



Never do this kind of trick/surprises to me because i never really finish up my drink to the bottom of the cup..=p



-randomShaff-

Random memoires#1



This make up is in the list for the wedding..or maybe the engagement..Is it too much if its for the
engagement??..
I totally love that red lippy.
It will totally become the highlight of the day.
It was nice but wonder if i can pull off that kind of look??


-randomShaff-

Friday, April 19, 2013

Bonding moment..

salam,

seperti yang telah sedia maklum...me is not alone. me comes with three other girls! equals to four ladies in the town bebeh!!
you'll never spotted us alone..itu pasti...well dulu la..time sama-sama study. time sama-sama muda remaja.
And sekarang bila dah abes study..semua gone to our separate ways..masing-masing dah kerja..and for sure tempat kerja sememangnya tak sama..dan yang masih belum kerja ni pun semestinya tidak akan berada di tempat kerja yang sama juga..tak macam dulu, celik-celik mata je dapat tengok muka masing-masing, sekarang ni semua dah jauh..and kalau nak jumpa kena check schedule masing-masing and plan a week before in advance for a date..

Bila dah lama tak jumpa..sgt2 missed moment happy together dulu...and sebab tu ktaorg decide nak meet up and have an awesome date together and the date comes with sleepover at shuda's house!!

last week plan tu berjaya dilaksanakan..horeyyy!!!
tapi one of us (wahida) yang juga masih belum bekerja tak dapat join sebab tuntutan assingment..huhu

Dua gadis yang dah bekerja tu (shuda and Azz) dtg jemput saya yang masih belum bekerja ni kat hostel..and sungguh excited berselca dalam kereta time2 traffic light merah sambil mulut masing2 tak stop talking and gossiping..update story la katakan..


then masing-masing lapar so decide nak makan meatball @ikea..tapi bila melihat insan lapar sungguh ramai kt ikea ktaorg tak jadi lah nak join sekaki. tapi dlm lapar2 tu sempat jugak la camwhore kt ikea..



lapar tetap lapar so decide lunch at vivo@thecurve!
sungguh lazat dan mengenyangkan insan2 kelaparan ini..


 after that jalan2 kt street market and TheCurve..




sambil jalan gossiping lagi..talking lagi...pastu shuda mengidam nak makan paddington pancake..moh ke paddington house of pancake ler kiter..high-tea!!! #melovedesserts
mmg baek punye ktaorg makan manisan malam2..


Bila malam dah meninggi, kaki masih gatal nak berjalan..so decide nak jejak i-city pulak..



lama giler ktaorg maen kat art trick museum..serious gempak!!







bila malam dah semakin tak muda...kena la kembali ke dasar..off to sleep at shuda's..and sgt best dapat sleepover sama2..time tu sgt berharap wahida dpt join..kalau sorg takder xcukup la korum...bintang pun tak lengkap tau...see!! we missed wahid!!!





Esok paginye tiba-tiba text msg masuk..and guess what?? wahida text ckp dia nak join lunch sama2..dia nak turun Subang semata nak jumpa ktaorang....aaaawww soo sweetttt..see! we never alone...kan dah cakap..tak mungkin tertinggalnye sorang...and bila datang pulak cik wahida ni...mulut semua start balik gossiping and talking all the way..semua cerita harus direwind and direpeat untuk bg update kat wahida pulak..




for lunch that day kitaorang decide nak makan makanan asian pulak...so moh ke Siam @subangparade yg menyajikan thai food!


and makanan kat sini sangat best!!! serious tak tipu punye!! (maap tak sempat nak snap gambar semua makanan sbb semua mengalami simptom 'too hungry to hold and snap picture'...
lunch that day sangat bahagia.

after lunch sempat bawak wahida pulak jalan-jalan..sunway piramid..and space U8..

that night shuda hantar kitaorg balik hostel..huhu sedey esok dah start kelas and those two kena pegi kerja..and tak tau bila lagi boley jumpa..yang pasti this is not the ending of us!!

good food.good day.with good people.created good story and happy memory.

That's what we called our bonding moment! XOXO


p/s: saya sangat bahagia dengan mereka. semoga this friendship will last for eternally..ameen.


lots of love,
-shaff-















Thursday, March 14, 2013

Status: Graduated and still a miles to go!

salam,

Dearest world,

Its 2013 and this is my first entry.

Just to share one thing that ordinary but I'm still loving it.

I am finally graduated from Law School !!!!!
(hahahahahahah)

lame tak the announcement. gaya macam saya sorang je yang graduate..poyo je lebih. orang lain pun grad gak tapi tak kecoh pun...hahaha

there's a story here..don't you think??

here it goes...

After spm saya take up my driving licence then i applied for university...alhamdullillah got accepted to law school..walau at that point langsung tak ada any basic idea how the law school work..Yela,sepanjang sekolah menengah saya punya cita-cita always berubah-ubah depends on the situations..(chameleon punye ambition)..saya nak jadi businesswoman la, nak jadi nurse la, lecturer la, finance consultant la, economist la and the list goes on and on...BUT never a lawyer or anything in legal field sebab maybe saya tak pernah di exposekan  about that type of work kot...but it's all my mom punye decision..she advised me to put law as my first choice in university's application form..and tengok-tengok dapat pulak kan..so, kena la pergi..

Mula-mula masuk Foundation dulu buat prep...basically kitaorg belajar all the basic thing of law subject and all those time you tak tau berapa kali dah ai mental breakdown. culture shock pun ada gak sket...mula-mula sebab saya langsung xpernah jauh dari rumah and never ever tinggal kat asrama. Agak kelam-kabut di situ...mana nak sental baju sendiri, mana nak bangun pagi sendiri, cari makan sendiri, start cari kawan baru all over again...then masuk part kelas pulak..ini serious saya mental breakdown. It turn out that law school expecting all its students to talk all out in class...giler kau....saya ni insan yang paling pendiam dan pemalu di abad milenium ni tau. saya tak pernah volunter bercakap kat dalam kelas apatah lagi nak buat presentation. saya grad sekolah menengah before all the cikgu start to know my existence in the school...sampai begitu sekali tau..so, sepanjang setahun saya masuk law class saya nervous all day long takut kena panggil buat public speaking kat depan.And the thing is saya tak berjaya pun escape the routine sbb sooner or later nama saya akan dipanggil jugak and kalau dah setahun macam tu tak ke lali dah...the nice thing about human is, they live, they adapt and they survived.

Then masuk main campus and start lah the 4 years degree...time ni saya dah secured some friends and dah biasa hidup jauh dari family so it helps a lot..apa yang tough is the subjects...a lot harder that i expected it to be...long story short, after all the ups and downs of those 4 years akhirnya saya telah berjaya menamatkan perjalanan selama 4 tahun itu begitu juga dengan kawan-kawan yang lain..Alhamdulillah. And sepanjang perjalanan tu dah berjuta kali agaknya saya keep the blame on everyone but me sebab suruh saya enroll to law school. sejauh mana pun saya try lari from this path, things keep getting better sampai saya dah tak jumpa reason untuk berhenti from here. Allah memang dah tetapkan jalan nie untuk saya kan? seems that all these is His plan since the very beginning.

And now, i'm enrolling for my second degree which is Shariah Law. sebenarnya since mula lagi saya memang dah register for this double degree tapi macam biasa it's not entirely my choice...again..but apa-apa pun, here i'am. Sepanjang 4 tahun dulu, every sem saya bagi threat kat my parents and friends yang saya nak drop this double degree sebab language barrier..its in ARABIC kot!!!! seriously memang setiap sem saya convince myself yang i'm dropping this if i failed this shariah paper. tapi entah bagaimana ianya terjadi it keep getting out of hand. I passed and my name appeared in the list of double degree program. sekali lagi saya merasakan Allah telah memberi jalan ini untuk saya.

Yang pasti, hari ini, saya masih meneruskan jalan yang Allah bagi nie...i'm struggling to understand the language and the subject..extra work needed here sebab although saya pernah belajar arab dulu time sekolah menengah but saya tak pernah ambik berat and faham sebab i though i would never use it again after finished school...and sekarang..mode: terkial-kial memahami buku teks yang berbahasa arab dan memahami apa yang cuba dipertuturkan oleh ustaz-ustaz dan ustazah kat dalam kelas.sekian.

p/s: my bestie, shuda is currently doing her chambering...keep going girl!!, my bestie azrina is currently seeking a good place to start her chambering..good luck girl!!, and my bestie wahida is currently enrolling with me...lets fight together girl!!

p/s/s: my graduation ceremony is in October this year!! =)

they're with me all these years until today!!

(mode: pre-graduation photoshoot)








regards
-shaff-